Things I Don’t Know:
- If I am buried or not
- If my girlfriend is really my girlfriend… I feel as if she is a part of deadworld. Ever since I felt her hand on my cheek while I was completely alone.. I felt as if my real girlfriend was out there somewhere
- How long I can stay here
- What reality will look like when I wake up
Things I Know:
- There is dirt in my throat, I can feel it. More and more dirt builds up every day.
- I had a needle put into my left arm. I couldn’t see it, like usual. But what was unusual is that I could see the hole, I could see the redness around it. My arm fell numb afterwards.
- Someone has me
- I can only leave when my soul wants to, when adrenaline builds up
- Abandoning this body will lead me to my other one, though I am not sure if killing myself is the way to do so
- Every one is here to manipulate me and I’ve been cutting them all off